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Gone too soon


2011
05.19

He like light that embraces shined

With a Smile that draws you in

And laughter that won your heart

He, was my friend

Coloured boy and proud embraced me as a brother

“Whats up my nigga”, which only he could say

We were kin

And I have touched him, and laughed with him

A heart gentle and so kind

With secret dance moves videoed to replay

Soft voice whispering

Tender heart speaking

Leaving me thinking

He is gone too soon…

Clinton Adams

October 13, 1993- May 6, 2011

This is My Reality


2011
05.18
I am 12 yrs old and my mother is gone…God rest her soul
My Dad?!, that dude ain’t been around for as long as I can remember
And now It’s just me and my little sisters, And I fell alone
I know everybody is telling me to be strong and that I am a man now
But I fell like a boy on the inside..
Be strong, you gotta be strong for your sisters they say
And so I set my face
Wipe my tears, and tuck away the pain until I can no longer feel
And now here I am, I am 12 years old and I cannot for the life of me understand why this grown man is slipping his hands into my pants
Ssshhh…he whispers and  I know it’s wrong yet I lay quiet and still
Cause at least he is paying attention to me
And he is taking my innocence
And I, I know that after this I will cry
And I hope that just maybe I will feel again
Be strong, be strong they say
and now my outer shell is hard as rock, You’re a man now
Yet on the inside I feel like I am just a boy
And I miss my mothers touch
Cause since she’s been gone there have been no hugs
No one touches me
I am no ones little boy
I am a man, who feels like a little boy on the inside
How does that feel?… he whispers…
And I lay quiet and still and I think
Maybe this is love, and then I miss my mothers touch
So I close my eyes too scared to move
And not strong enough to speak
I am 12 yrs old and in this moment I feel like something inside of me is about to die…
This is my Reality

Gulu Boys


2011
05.18

I have sat with giants, who stood smaller than me…

And they tell me stories of what seems like ancient times

Of Battles and survivals that hold horror my poetry would fail to convey

I sat with giants and listen to their stories and stare into their eyes

And these eyes tell me more stories than they know

Though some don’t speak at all they tell me stories, they teach me

And I dare not speak because word, my words fail me

And so I sat, and I stare, and I learn from giants

And he speaks…

He stands 5’8 and a half and all I can see from where I sat is his eyes

He was a solider before puberty and his eyes tell it all, they are unreal

How can a giant so young have eyes that out number both he and I combined in years

And when he speaks…My eyes are open and I see him…no longer invisible

I see him and his words haunt me…

I was a good solider, I was a real good solider he whispers…

And those words vibrate through and through me…

And he sits there, eyes filled with tears that dare not fall

He half smiles and half chuckles, not knowing whether to be sad or proud of his achievements

A conflicting reality I will never understand…

And no one even flinches at these words that I cannot comprehend…

They all sit and stare into worlds I have never seen

Memories flooding them that they try and forget

I look at them and wonder where they are

This place they travel is deeper than I know

A deep that was has been dug by pain and suffering I cannot wrap my mind around

Yet everything in me longs to go to where they are and heal them

These who sit in front of me…though they are just boys

They are giants that my heart yearns to hold and console

To erase their fears and pain…they are giants…they tell me stories…and they teach me